Tuesday, June 26, 2007

GOD IS GREAT......is it really so????

People get annoyed of my habbit of punctuating conversations with .. "haan ??" ......watching the tv in a loud volume confirms the horrendous condition of my dear ears.............But then how come I can hear a kitten cry far away which others can't......is it my imagination then??? Is it a shear sound ringing in my mind.......no..it can't be...i'm sure of it........not once or twice ....I did hear it a number of times...crying for help....crying for its mother....Baleful behavior and decorum of people added more to my concern...I saw a man stoning the poor creature.....How can someone be so inhuman, ruthless??? This continued the whole day, putting a full stop to my work and annihilating my concentration....my eyes went searching for it every now and then....I wished if only I could help it....cries abated after dusk....may be it got back to its home in the warm cuddle of its mother.....
But God wasn't that kind....to aggravate the anguish of the kitten, it's mother died leaving behind helpless to the mercy of the nature,five of its siblings....Benevolent me couldn't keep out any longer....Since then it's become a daily routine to go and feed the kittens every evening ,for they are too young to feed themselves.....
All these have brought me to the verge of being an atheist....."God helps those who help themselve"...."Those who have no one , have God by their side".....all these adages seem vague to me now....I don't know why are these poor creatues being punished.....But to believe that "GOD IS GREAT" is hardly possible for me henceforth.....